Thursday, June 4, 2009

That Kind of Day

Oh what a day. Many things happened, none of which I want to openly disclose to the world, but to summarize it all part of my conversation with my mom went like this:

Me: "I feel like my life is in a blender right now."
Mom: "But think of what an amazing smoothie is going to come out at the end."

My sister and I decided we would prefer the smoothie to be frozen yogurt based with minimal banana flavoring. I am thankful for family that can support me and make me laugh during this crazy time, when literally NOTHING seems to be stable. I'm to the point of having to minute by minute turn everything over to God. Oh me and my planning tendencies. So good in some ways and so hard in others.

And so tonight I am going to go get some little people hugs. And then sleep. Until the problems rear their ugly heads again tomorrow. And once again return to the minute by minute reminding myself that God knows exactly where I am going to be tomorrow and the next day and the next.

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